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2026 Baton Rouge, LA 7th Bob Dylan concert
2026 Las Vegas, NV As an European maybe is hard to understand Las Vegas but as an American, I love it.
2024 Montepulciano, Italy
2004 Tuscany country side, peaceful nature all around, old Tuscany house with red brick floors, stone walls, exciting art, an old usable piano, grounds with red and pink geraniums, roses, plum, fig and pear trees, olive grove, grapevine, cypress trees, umbrella pine trees, no other house around, 360 degree views of the surrounding fields, hills, valleys and old towns. Fireplaces with wood - a romantic getaway in colder months. In this place I immediately got in touch completely with myself, became one with nature and my dream and the whole world, and any sense of time completely disappeared. I thought I want to live and feel like this for the rest of my life. I could see myself living in that in nature with my lover through springs, summers, autumns, winters forever.
2023 Chicago, IL 3 rd & 4th Bob Dylan concert. Seeing Bob Dylan name on the billboard with the Chicago sckyscrapers in the backround I have this good feeling "this is my man". I had this feeling twice before. Of course you don't know how a person is until you live with them in reality the actual day-to-day intimacy.
2023 Miami, FLI find a few more people to resonate with but I don't feel like they are my men: Thich Nhat Hanh, Charles Bukowski, Jack Kerouac
2022 2nd Bob Dylan concert. I arrive 45 minutese before the concert and decide to walk around the block when I see Bob Dylan's two buses and few people waiting by the bus. 5 minutes before concert Bob Dylan gets out of his bus and walks to the concert venue. I'm again the lenghth of his bus away. I was suprised how good he felt just by walking from the bus to the concert building. I don't remember anyone who felt so good just by moving before.
2016 Portland, OR For my b-day turning 40. I feel like Iife is short and don't have time. I decide to 1. stop doing boring things like societal celebrations that never meant anything to me. Stop seeing places. Places are emotionall flat and lack of emotion gets boring fast. Get rid of people who add no value just consume my energy2 play more love, romance, finding the one(s) 3 make more money.
2015 Greenwich Village. By now I feel inspired by Bob Dylan and want to check out where he has been . So I rent an Airbn and stay couple of days in Manhattan wich I find the most exciting place in the world.
2015 Banff, Canada Maybe my favorite hotel, but I like many hotels and motels.
2014 Portland, OR 1st Bob Dylan concert. After concert I try to get first out of the venue while he responds to encore only to see him outside, his bus lenght away. I thought he wad inside but no, he was outside. In 2012 I discover Bob Dylan and I say this person is like me. A current of overjoy goes through me from top to tow. I feel liberated. I don't need to change myself to fit society, not that I even tried yet but I though I might have to once I start work. If he managed to make money being himself , so diferent from society, I can too. I still have no idea who Bob Dylan is. I think he is a musician from some regional America, a bum like me.
2014 Portland, OR In my photo studio taking photos for dating apps. I don't care about anything other than love and romance, ...I don't really like any dating app.In 2004 I emigrate from Romania to Australia and in 2008 from Australia to USA
2004 Timisoara, RO, Graduating IT college, in my last day of school. Even in the last day school felt just as sureal as ever. It was a private college that I attended 2% of the time, that took me for my money as I was incapable to learn anything. After grade 10 I fell in love and quit going much to school for the rest of my life. I got in trouble and had to change schools to be able to graduate HS.
2003 Valea Cerbului, Romania
2000 Chinque Terre, Italy
2000 Chiavari, Italy
2000 Venice Italy
2000 Venice Italy
2000 Timisoara, RomaniaSick and tired of falling in and out of love with people I didn't even like I was so ready to have babies. I dreamed of making love, of love and babies since I was 5 but words like marriage, being limited, honeymoon, job, work, friends, don't exist in my vocabulary. I've become the young mother I've dreamed giving birth to my baby girl and my baby boy
1995 Timisoara, RO . I was dirt poor but for turning 18 I thought to spend some money and went to a profesional phtographer to have my photo taken.
1994 Timisoara, RO Taking a late night train going somewhere fara way with a lover. Drinking water from a baby bottle I just bought in the train station. In this picture perfect moment I felt only a baby was missing
1993 Timisoara, RO When I was 16 I started dating mutiple people at the same time and got back my love life. Life for me is very heard without first hand love. I don't have any sense of labels and I don't have to. I'm out of society all toghther and I love it this way.
1985 Timisoara, RO Don't know who my dad is. My single inspirational mother self described "cold and difficult" doesn't work, constantly says "everyone is for themelves" lives for going to Opera, hotels, clubs where she drags me along. She is very attractive, has beautiful stylish clothes, goes through three husbands and a dozen lovers but dismisses all men as pigs. Sincerly dies of cancer for three decades. She doesnt want to touch reality. She insists to style my hair and clothes and I give in to have peace. She loves only flowers and soulful music.
1985 Timisoara, RO At a b-day party in my favorite soft white top with red hearts and red joggers. My mothers says "that's not how people dress for a b-day party". But I don't care, parties scarde the shit out of me and I had to feel good at least somehow. In the city I can't find a boy to love, touch and play with and that hurts so bad. I thought is everyone in so much pain as me? nobody seems to have somebody to love and be with.
1985 Timisoara, RO My grandparents and I move to the city where my mother and uncle live. In school I can't pay any attention, I can't memorize anything. I'm selectively mute, deaf and blind. I don't do homweork, I copy at tests, I skip classes, I don't care what others think, I don't think of consequences. School and teachers threats feel sureal, don't connect with me and I don't pay any attention.
1980 Ramna, Romania. Shy and sesnitive, raised by my grandparents in a village off the beaten path, inseparable from the cute boy who lives across the street who follows me with a love smile on his face. He is the only one I let touch my baby doll. We try to have sex a few times. With the good and the bad I like myself. The dream of making love and having babies makes me happy. I love nature, seasons and life so much
Ramna, Romania My Grandparents.
WWII Ramna, Romania My grandma with my mother and my uncle during WWII
WWII Yalta, Ukraine My grandad fighting in war. In the war he makes a pact with God that if God helps him go back alive at his kids he will become christian. He came back alive and started the local Pentecostal churchwhere he is the one man show pastor for 35+ years. The little white church, across from our house, overflows with music, prayers, and people. The windows are covered with tiny drops of water.
Ramna, Romania My grandad with his mother and his two best friends
Ramna, Romania My grandad's mother with her half brother and her daughter, my grandad's sister